The dark time beckons again..
This time this point, feel like running away..
Into my own world, into utopia..
The decision to be an adult, does not come trouble free..
The start of it, the process of it, the finishing line..

Suddenly found myself doing things against my rational wishes..

Home. Work. Relations.
Lost control.
Tried to rant and indignantly vent my temper against people..
And made myself feel even worse..

Yearning for a tour.

I need a getaway.

A vicious cycle
Magnifying karma..
Things that were once swept under the carpet suddenly escaped into the air..
Exposed.

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