Tuesday, October 30
Life’s getting.. .. ..
Year end is approaching, so near yet so far..
I yearned for it to reach me fast, though with not much enthusiasm..
What will come after that dubious and blurry path?
Perhaps am always living more than one life, perhaps none..
Earning a living..
Somehow becoming incoherently less burdened with equally painstaking and increasing blames.
With higher positions, come greater responsibilities, that inevitably does not amount to lesser finger pointing “who-does-what-wrong”.
Is that what you call stress or a suffocating imprisonment..?
My threshold for mistakes is low, incredibly low..
No matter how much you call me a perfectionist, I honestly believe mistakes affect one’s credibility..
If I’m a boss, I’ll probably be a natural tyrant with a retarded tendency of not knowing how to spell my subordinates’ mistakes across to them clearly.
If I don’t have that disability, I’ll probably a sales or marketing person.
Define the black and the white..
Met Zhuo You at Munchy Doughnuts just the day before..
Metamorphsis is an understatement if you havent seen a familiar face for a long time..
Took me a couple of seconds to recognise him..
A familiar way of “Jie” seems to bring all the memories back to me..
Memories. Memories. Memories.
Not those of his brother, but me as his English tutor, how the young him opened up his analysis to me, how he used to share things with me that he would not with his family, how he cooked for me, how he came out of “his cave” after I repetitiously nagged at him..
Having 3 brothers and striving to give each and every of them equal attention is no easy feat.
It groomed me into a real sister, one whom will be there for them as much as I can.
That explains why I easily warm up to this ex student of mine..
I was his tutor and his sister..
irony @
8:50 AM
