Thursday, April 27
Been coughing into my Hiragana notes since Friday..
Can that ticklish organism in my throat just get out and stop bugging me..??!
Arent there other means to kill those culprits in my body..?
The drowsy medicine's just too intolerable to bear..and those..those big hideous looking red and yellow pills..big enough to always get stuck in my throat whenever I flushed it down me with water..
I'm very well quite enthusiastic about taking my medicine recently..quite motivated to get it finished and done with..so that I wont have to constantly remember to take them.. =,=
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Finally..
Managed to squeeze some bed time out to finish
"Five People You Meet in Heaven"..
Another Mitch Albom's classic..
Hmmm..the story's simple and somewhat similar to the style of
"Tuesdays With Morrie"..
I was quite moved by the protagonist gradually starting to see light of situations..
Understand the people around him..
Letting go of old feuds..
I simply indulged in the intense love he has for his wife..
Even when his wife is old and sickly and withering..
Sooo sweeet...
One point though that outshines the rest of what the author is trying to convey..
"Life is not always what you thought it might be and seemed it might be.."
Our view of our life..can be as narrow as a slit in the wall..we usually only see the horizon to which our eyes could take us..seldom the diversified areas..seldom the other side of the horizon..seldom how others feel..
We complain too much..
We lament that others do not appreciate us enough..
But..yea but..
How do you know they dont?
How do you know that you are upset not because they dont appreciate you but because they dont appreciate you the manner that you want them to..?
How do you know that others are not going through hell just because they do not appear as such..?
There are many things which the naked eye cannot fulfil..
There are many situations when small roles are necessary pillars to the big ones..
There are many times when you are wanted..=)
Forgive people..forgive..
Empathy is necessary to make..not others..but ourselves to feel better..
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irony @
4:00 AM